Friday, October 24, 2008

omg

oct $**99.84 shocking!! praying hard for uncle sam call up this coming 4 sss1 over 7 days. haha u guys can guess whats that first 2 digits.. guessed correctly can meet me for a dinner treat :D.. if i havn't spent on the macbook this month i think i'm halfway to my first landmark already.


glad i had another sense inducing talk to with another senior girl.. i'm now not that dying to get a car. considering an average month with 1 or 2 long flights. considering the fact that it would be stupid to be taking a taxi when u have your own car parked at home. considering that i pay twice the amount of insurance as a 27-30 year old. even if i could well afford it. i would rather, like what she said, be happily treating once in awhile, buying drinks and making my friends happy. rather than having to disappoint an occasional ask out for a meal because i would be particularly "tight" that month having a nice car to pay for.


while my some of my peers are still in school not sure of their future, others are out working but not earning as much for a start. this is a fact. however i think i have another friend living in delusion as ever on his way to earning millions just by talking to people.


i must learn how to handle this big jump from ns days where i could survive just as well with $560 a month. it's really quite scary at times. almost got myself a gucci laptop case, lucky there wasn't the right size for my mac. i tell myself as i listened to the senior girl, coming from a management position before flying. i say i do not have a girlfriend now, no house, no commitments. why would i struggle with a car? if i want it i must do it now when i am still young. not when i'm 30 looking to settle down and start a family. a car will drop right down to the very last on my list.


she told me, soon enough i will find myself spending a fair bit of my allowances on branded goods. "once you have felt an lv, a gucci will always feel 2nd grade, but for better designs" i really couldn't relate to that phrase. never owned an lv in my life. you earn this much. you spend this much. i feel the most important is for me to know my limits and live within my means. an occasional treat for myself is fine. i'm just wondering what my next treat will be.


so many kinds of people. all earn about the same but some will scrimp and save every bit. some will splurge and say you never know what will happen tomorrow. i wonder which side am i from.


on the way home the senior guy was telling me his experiences. about his batchmates who got together after 3 days in the course. girl left guy for 2 bars who had a car. moment of anger led guy to go buy a car and now struggling. lol. so materialistic. once again confirms my perspective on some girls. senior girl tells me. it's not just here. it's everywhere! where to find the down to earth, sweet and demure girl, the perfect one. haha


just a random insulting incident shared by the senior guy. 2 bars tried hooking up this girl who was already with a blue tie. girl said no, i'm already attached. 2 bars asked who, 4 bars? girl replied no, blue tie. 2 bars tells girl "you want to travel in economy for the rest of your life?" pardon me for all the weird terms. but i think you guys know what i'm talking about.


had 2 girls from la mer in my zone on the way home. one was really pretty! the other played cooking mama on her ds like a mad woman. job opportunities are everywhere when you work in this line. when you meet high ranking people in big companies. it is always good to talk with them. get to know more. you never know when your day might come with a little help from these people. this the super nice puple tie told me. good pattern on the whole. so much more to share but if i go on this post will never end. =)

Thursday, October 23, 2008

hmm...

maybe i should do just that. maybe i should just get a stewardess girlfriend and go buy a car together. best bet!

Sunday, October 12, 2008

I amsterdam

yea!! been there, done that! dinner @ wing kee, walked red light district, heineken @ hotel bar, ice cold heineken @ sportsbar,  coffeeshop :p hehehe, sushi escape @ escape with god knows how many glasses of bavaria draft, back to hotel cosy lepak n more booze.. not forgetting a bit of walkaround and a game of 3 on 3 basketball with some locals..






what? sightseeing? hahaha im so in love with amsterdam now.. i don't want to work tmr. damn.. full load day flight.. amsterdam is THE station with THE right people! partEH!!!

Tuesday, October 07, 2008

ice mountain

only a couple of climbers have managed to conquer this mountain. in my opinion, it is the most beautiful mountain in the whole world. it is not only me. many people who live in the same village often talk of its stature and grace.


of the villagers who dare to attempt an ascend to the ice caps, many have often been turned away at the halfway mark by strong winds and the harsh cold. it almost seemed as if the couple of climbers who have managed to conquer the mountain had some sort of divine intervention, as if the mountain had assisted them and protected them through to the top.


i have been in awe of this beautiful mountain ever since i first set my eyes on it. i never really had the courage to climb. i think i am just not fit enough to survive the harsh conditions up there. deep in my heart, i so dearly want to experience the joy, the happiness and satisfaction upon conquering it. im so jealous of the few who have seen the world from the top of the ice mountain.


now that the weather is unsuitable for climbing, the mountain has been cordoned off by the authorities. i find myself pacing up and down at the foot of the mountain. my heart says go, but my mind just can't focus. i never know when it will turn better. i never know if i can ever set foot on the top of the ice mountain.


i think i will wait for you.